I can't sleep

Prevously I have mentioned my amazement that people can sleep so easierly...but it has got too much and so now I am back...

Its a sunday evening so baring in mind its a school night i thought i would go to bed earily. This was going well until 11pm when i finally decided to switch the light off... 'ah' i thought 'sleepy time'. BUT then it hit me 'i'm not tired anymore I have so much to do maybe i should just skip the sleeping and get on with some stuff'

Why does this happen!!?? Its driving me mad. I spend all day thinking - 'im sleepy, i want to go to bed' but when it comes to bed time i have the following going through me head:
'I should really write that essay now and maybe a couple of journal, oww im really behind in journal writing but buying the house is taking up a lot of time plus i still haven't sorted whose doing the tea & coffee at the wedding. I feel fat maybe i should go for a run...'

I'm not even a smart person so why do i of all people think to much!? If im never gonna be able to switch off at night at least it could be productive and make me clever! Work with me here mind.

If Panda Could Talk

I have a stuffed toy Panda. Due to an evening of boredom I began to write the following:

If Panda could talk, here are a list of 5 things I think Panda would say to the future 'Mr Anna':

1) NEVER wake Anna up with out a VERY good reason. I remember I did it once... I don't want to talk about it though....

2) Why is it that while toy dolls are able to open and close their eyes, toy manufactors seem unable to sprend this technology to stuffed animal toys. Have they EVER tried sleeping with their eyes open ALL the time??

3) Why for you to have this new relationship with Anna does the relationship Anna and I share now have to end? What did I do wrong?

4) Yes, it is true, Anna can seem 'slightly' hypo-active sometimes but bare with it. Being married is about compromising. Give her a break! Sometimes all she needs is a good chat (and if that doesn't work try some sleeping pills instead).

5) You're very lucky. Anna is AMAZING! (OK maybe I took advatage of the fact Panda can't really talk with this one)

Over Thinking

I may not be the smartest person in the world, but I am always thinking. Usually not anything deep though. For example (pretend you're in my head for a moment) 'oww that car was blue, I like blue although not as much as pink, pinks a cool colour though you would never see Rich wearing pink, thats good though cause he'd look silly, I wonder what he's thinking at the moment, maybe I'll ask him'.

This is when the rambling in my head stops for awhile and is shared with the rest of the world as I ask Pope what he is thinking at that very moment. The following answer ALWAYS shocks me...

'Nothing'

How does that work?? NOTHING?? How can someone be thinking nothing??

I've tried to practice this 'nothing' that I have been told about but every time I give it ago I just end up thinking. This happens simply by thinking 'don't think anything' which then leads on to more in head rambling.

I don't understand how people can completely switch off? Is that why people sleep?

Thats another thing i struggle with...I wonder if its linked...

Things that make me mad

Well having just posted quite a happy blog I have decided to balance it out with something a little more angery. I wanted to label it 'Things I hate' but that seemed a little strong- maybe I do hate them but I don't like over using that word. So here they are...

1) The idea of hell - no matter how real I think it is, it always seems to me a little on the harsh side.
2) When people tap microphones - IDIOTS do you want to break them? Is speaking into it really that hard?
3) The way some Christians write off over faith groups so quickly. Surely being a person of faith and belief has taught you how hard it can be to trust in something that constrasts from those around you. Maybe a little bit of repect is due here.
4) That food makes you fat
5) When people are treated unfairly
6) People who refuse to see other people's points of views. Maybe if we just took the time to put things into prespective more we would get on a little better
7) When my own happiness means making other people sad. I could rather be unhappy myself
8) People who are full of crap yet put other people down.
9) Fast sportly cars that undertake me when I'm doing the speed limit- If they actually got their heads out their arses for long enough they would relised that... IT IS ILLEGAL!
10) The fact that I can't use long words on paper cause of dyslexica
11) That dyslexica is spelt that way - what a stupid word to exspect 'stupid' people to spell!
12) Being so worried about what people think that it controls my life.

Ahh well that was actually quite fun

Boredom #1

Well HELLO world of blogging. I'm really bored so I finally descided to join the crazy world of blogging. I'm guessing that since you are reading this that you must be pretty bored to - gutted. For that reason I have come up with a small list of games you could play to amuse yourself...

1) See if you can sing your whole way through your favourite sound track
2) Go to ebay and see how many things you can bid for and win with £5
3) Count how many spelling mistakes I have made in this blog
4) Find someone near you who has a habbit of repeating something (for example says a surtain word or repeatively doing the same jesture) - count how many times they do it in the average hour. Using this information work out how many times the repeat a day, a week, a year, in a life time.

I hope that keeps you amused for awhile and that your day can be that little bit more exciting having visited.